I've had a bit of a funny week. I've had a lot to do at work - that in itself is not unusual - but the way I have felt about it has been. I've kind of adapted a "who cares...shit happens" attitude. That's not like me - as anyone who knows me will testify. I can get very het-up at work, and have been known to have the odd wobbler when the pressure really gets bad. It doesn't help having a boss who's a bit of a meglomaniac, and not very caring or fair to boot. I hate disparity and when things are badly unfair - I get very cross indeed.
However, something very unexpected and lovely has happened in my life in the last two weeks - personally I thank Holly and her Cosmic Ordering for that! - and it has caused me to change the way I look at things. I've done this without realising and without any conscious effort on my part.
People I work with will testify that I have become about 400% more cheerful, more laid back and much more fun. People have been coming up to me and saying "what's happened to you, you're like a different person!" I can't tell you what the lovely thing is (for fear that it might break if I speak or write about it) but I can tell you that it has given me a whole new outlook and a whole new lease of life. I suppose the moral of this post is that you never know what's around the corner and you never know what's going to happen next.