Snap Snap Snap

After 2 days of not-smoking we're at breaking point. I nearly had a fight with the blacksmith last night - (don't even ask me what about - suffice to say he'a a pillock and I'm right), this morning I have abandoned my child at the stables and come home to be on my own because I cannot stand another minute of it!!!!, and so on. Clearly nicotine is an evil poison that affects your mood the moment you are deprived of it. I know that I'm being horrible and moody, and snappy, but I actually don't want to stop, re-think, and behave myself. If I have to suffer these godawful nicotine cravings, than EVEYONE ELSE can suffer them with me!!!! HA HA HA HA HA HA